Bucket list

here is my bucket list with some goal and crazy dreams:

1- Learn new language. DOING
2- achieve a ideal weight. DOING
3-try out new professional. DOING.
4- take photografy class. WILL STARTING
5-see snow. DONE
6-live though 4 seasons of year. spring, summer, fall and winter. DONE
7- fall in love again.
8- go to a costume party and dress up fantasy character. DONE
9- tour white house. DONE
10- celebrate ST. Patrick day. DONE
11- live in diffrent country at lest 6 months. DONE
12- be volunteer. DONE
13- visite statue of liberty, time square, word trace center memorial, empire states and rockefeller. DONE
14- do kaiak. DONE
15- haye portrait painted. DONE
16- go to brodway shows. DONE
17- visit musem in NYC. DONE
18- visit museum in Boston.
19- zip line. DONE
20-go to canada.
21- go to electric zoo festival in NYC. DONE
22- go to Universo Paralelo Festival in Brazil.
23- go to a burning man festival in California.
24- visit california, vegas, florida and europa.
25- visit walt disney world.
26- hold snake.
27- Visit "Louve museum".
28- leran to sing in english.
29- Ride an elephant.
30- visit machu-picchu.
31- spend new year eve in sidney.
32-go to "circle du solei show".
33- start own new business doing something I love.
34- skydiving.
35- do public speaking on front of many people.
36-run marathon.
37- write book.
38- go on cruse in the sea.
39- fly in hericopter.
40-study at harvard school.
41- go backpacking across at least 10 different place
42-go on meditation reatreat.
43- make my mom proud of me. DONE
44- make someone's life different.
45- have my own house.

I hope I can do everything before die.

Hi, Here I'm again!!!
Like always my teacher ask me to write an essay as a homework.
I wrote about WINNING THE LOTTERY!!! here it is:

Winning the lottery would change your life??? Well, last weekend at my job I was talking about winning the lottery with my co-workers and many of them told me about buying expensive cars, big and fancy houses, go to the bank and pay off the mortgage, deposit 1,000,000 on family's accounts, buying new refrigerator, washier and dryer machine, new kitchen, buying a gym, open their own business or even buying an expensive Luis Vuitton purse. lol.
If I suddenly aquired a windfall of money it would change my life forever. No work anymore, just kidding!! lol. First I wouldn't tell nobody about it even my mother.
Second O would talk to an financial adviser about how to transfer a percentage of the money consertative investment accounts.
third I would build many apartments and rent all of them, travel all over the world with my new trailer bus and I will open my own business, so I could be my own boss and do what I lke.
Last, I would not to try get crazy with a lot money because many people will love than ever or will want to get money for them from me and perhaps will kill me because they can get jealous of me.
Well, that's my idea about it. Winning the lottery could be a blessing or curse depends on you.

Talking about dreams I'm going to do my bucket list and then I will post
here.

presidencial election is coming soon.

So, Let's get started talking about election this year in USA.
I'm here in USA 1 year and 9 month and I'm following about the election because all the time I turn on my TV and all the news is about election, but every four years election is the same in every countries a lot of promises, but no solution.
They're always talking about the same subject: health care, insurance, tax plan and education, however every years there're the same problems
I won't vote here in america, but if I could I will vote for Obama he's trying yo put Obamacare he says if he wins the election he will reform the healthcare. Most unsuranced americans requires to have insurance it means they'll have to get healthcare insurane I really dont know if it is good or not, but I think isn't fear I pay federal tax, state tax, income for someone who doesn't work or pay anything for that. In brazil all the employees pay tax, income whatever, but we pay for us for in the future we can get retire.
On the other hand I don't like Rommey he is republican and I think he isn't good enough for business. Rommey wants to increase taxes and decrease expensives not good in my opinion and he wants all the foreigners go away to their country and I think the immigrants help them increase an improve the economic sistem..
All the countries have universal health care and USA is the only one that doesnt have it. I was surprised to know that when I came here. USA is the number one country all over the world, but has the worse health care in the world. Unbelievable!!! In Brazil we dont called it universal health care the name is public health care "SUS" (Sistem Unique Health, in portugueses it is Sistema Unico de Saude).
If I get sick or get some emergency in brazil I can go to the hospital and I don't need to pay for it. of course, private hospital or clinic are better, fast and confortable. Many brazilian people says the "SUS" healthcare is the worst thing program ever, I know brazil isn't good, but in my opinion is better than over here. I'm talking about my state when I needed some emergency I had a good enough treatment.
Well, I don't know what will happen after election here and who will win, but united states of america isn't powefull economic country anymore it wasn't a good one country anymore.

I LOVE BLACK PEOPLE

How do black people live in NYC? Why do people black dating white people? why do black people have their own behavior?
Well, everybody knows I lived in NYC for a year around black people and I loved that experience. I lived around black people already in Brazil, but you know it was completely different experience I dont know explain it, however american black people are very different than brazilian black people. American black people looks like stronger, respected amd inteligent than brazilian black people.

I dated 2 black good-looking, educated and loving men. I like the way the talk, dance, I like the way they look at the world and most of them are very welcoming people. I know some of them use drugs and have a bad behavior, but many of them have goals, dreams as everybody has.

many black men decide to date white women because black girls are usually too fat, too loud, too mean, too argumentative, too needy and too materialistic and white girls are considered easy, they are docile and easy to control, but nowadays in my opinion a lot of black men, even white men, because of the insecurities, fears, have become intimidated by the strength of black women or white women. They are afraid that woman will be more successful than them, make more money than them, drive nicer cars and have their own houses and because of this fear, men in general look for a more docile woman, someone they can control.

I have talked to numerous black men and with my ex-boyfriends and they continously coment on how easy it is to control and walk over their white women (it is not my situation).
I also agree that have many black women too mean, too loud, but some black women are docile and educate than us white women. I have some balck girlfriends and they are very very nice, work hard, go to school and have many responsabilities.
We know many things because of black women, it was a black woman that taught us many years ago how to cook and season the food. It was a black woman that taught us how to raise the children, it was a black woman who were breast feeding and raising their babies during the slavery, it is a black that had to endure watching their father, husbands and children beaten, killed and thrown in jail.
SO, WE HAVE RESPECT ALL THE COLOR, GENDER, RACE, RELIGION AND STOP THINKING WE ARE THE BEST BECAUSE WE ARE WHITE.
Jaque

mother's love

I dont know if I tell u guys about the classes that I'm doing right now, but guess what??? I got the tutor!!! her name is Barbara she is amazing lady and I definitely love her.

Every once week she is teaching me english and I also have every monday night intermediate classes and wednesday conversation classes at the library for free I dont need to pay anything. Isn't cool??Barbara every week ask me to write an essay as a homework and last week she asked me to write 5 reasons why Do I love my mother? and here it is my an essay:

My mother is one of the people that I love the most in the world and she is the best mother ever. I wish I could repay her for all the sacrificies she did to me because I had a difficult childhood, but we survived together. I love her with all my heart. No one will love me as she does.
When I was 9 years ol my mother adopted me and everyone said:
"What hell are you doing? Are u crazy? Are u going to adopt an old child? Aren't you a little old for that? You supposed to adopt a newborn babyit would be easier". however my mother said:
"I feel as if she is child birth and I love her at the first time I saw her and yes EVERYONE I will adopt her and she will be my daughter now".
For a long time I only called her by her name, but one magic day I said: "hey, Mom"! and she cried and I thought I said something wrong, but she love it!
My birth single mother wasn't nice to me. she was a violent person and she spanked me when she was angry, mad, drunk, or took drugs I guess so. I definitely dont like my birth mother at all.
One day she spanked me and I ran away and I found a neighbor her name is Valci she is my adopt mother's sister and she become my aunt. I was so scared the day and she asked me if I was ok and I said to her everything about my life I told her about my hate for my birth mother and she helped out.
the justice department decided to put me in the orphanage when I was 6 years old I absolutely didnt like it, but better than stay with my birth mother. Some family adopted, but doesnt work out well, but one special day my adopted mother went the orphanage and saw me and we loved each other and yeah I'm adopted child and of course it wasn't easy for both of us and I have felt differently at different times of my life. I always kew I had another family, I always knew I was different and I struggled with this more or less depending on where I was in life. I also have been jeaulous of my brother even though I know he is irresponsible, immature and always buttering my mother up and she lets him do everything he wants. He is mama's boy he still live in with my mother and she always taking care him and his kids while Im here in USA taking care myself.
So, generally I have had a nice life, a lovely family even knowing my step father isn't a good step father or husband, I have had a great experience out the country, but even with that I wouln't wish the adopted experience for anyone because is wasn't easy at all to give a child up.

Well, this is my an essay and it is a true story of my life! I'm proud of being who I'm!

the new youk botanical garden Monet

Oie, Gente!!
Estou aki hj p/ dizer que visitei o botanical Garden in Bronx, NY.

Sensacinal!! Simplismente amei!! o Jardim e lindo, muitas flores e muito verde. Quem vinher p/ NY, visite pork vale muito a pena!!

Fui com minha amiga Alessadra (a Paulista). Na real, fui p/ NY pork era semana do meu niver e quis comemorara indo no Electric Zoo Festival que foi maneirissimo e da um role no Garden minha amigona. 

Eu simplismente tive um otimo final de semana em NY com minha amigona. Pena que passo rapido, por mim se tivesse mais money e time ficaria por la! E isso! Aki vai algumas fotinhos!

 

 

aki esta i site p/ quem quizer da uma olhada!  http://www.nybg.org/                   

Electric Zoo Festival

Last sunday 09/02/2012 I went to Electric Zoo Festival in NYC and the only word I can say about the festival it is: I love so much!!!!!

It was the best festival that I went... Amazing!!!!! awesome!!!!! definitaly I had a such wonderful day with my friend Alessandra from SP (a paulista).

Many beautiful, crazy and weird people! Everybody using style and nice clothes with a big eyelashes, crazy make up, nice songs with great beats with the best DJ all over the world!

So, I just love it!!!

 

 

 

http://www.facebook.com/jaqueeller?ref=tn_tnmn#!/media/set/?set=a.10151193527395944.502833.75334965943&type=1 here it is more pictures about the festival.

 

 

 

Eu amo Morar nos EUA mesmo com todas as dificuldades e saudades da minha humilde vida do Brasil.
Por um longo tempo tive homesick, chorei e tive vontade louca de voltar p/ casa mas agora nao tenho mais vontade de voltar p/ casa, louco ne!
Porem, por mais maravilhoso, seguro, bonito, confortavel e aventureiro seja morar nos states, nunca sera nossa casa, aki e a casa da sogra, onde passando um tempo de passagem p/ aprender e adquirir experiencia p/ qdo voltarmos ao nosso Lar. Todos os dias somos lembrados de onde vinhemos e onde iremos.
Parte boa de morar aqui e a seguranca. andar na rua tranquila com um tennis de marca e ngm te roubar, sem violencia, tiroteio ou assalto.  A liberdade de andar da maneira mais louca ou style que quizer. Aprender outra cultura e outra lingua e ter a possibilidade de abrir nossa mente p/ o mundo, sair do comodismo do Brasil e fazer coisas que jamais imaginariamos em nossas vida, trabalhar duro, pesado como nunca trabalhamos antes, passar por experiencia inexquecivel e inexplicavel, ou seja, tenho 3 palvras a dizer> Ta valendo a pena!!!

Andando de Kaiak

Dai Galera!! Na ultima terca-feira andei de kaiak, foi bom demais!

E uma terapia andar de kaiak, tomar banho no rio de roupa e apreciar da paisagem, irei novamente com certeza pork simplismente amei.

Esqueci o nome Park, mas e na cidade aki do lado em Natick, paga apenas 15 dollars p/ entrar no park, andar de kaiak, fazer churrasco, tomar banho de rio e passar o dia inteiro apenas relaxando. Povo bonito, gente educado e natureza deslumbrante. Vale a pena eu recomendo ir la e visitar.

update 2

Visiteeeeiiii!!! Public Park em Boston. Foi o maximo!!!! como diz os americanos. Amazing!! Fantastic!!! Realmente Amei.
Eles chamam Boston de New England, com certeza tem um aspecto da Inglaterra, com muitos estudantes, uma arquitetura sofisticada, despojada e chique. Todos andando de bicicleta, correndo, fazendo pikinique,  apenas deslumbrante.

Falando em andar de bike, tb andei de bike a primeira vez que fui por toda Bostaon de bike, aluguei uma bicicleta em uma maquina de bikes que tem por todos os cantos Boston, eles me compraram 12 doletas 3 hrs, porem o refund foi 200,00, tipo medida de seguranca tirando 200, 00 da minha conta, mas Gracas a Deus Devolveirao a grana, foi apenas uma medida de seguranca, nao sei pork isso.

Na segunda Vez que fui apenas andei com minha amiga, tomamos banho na fonte e andamos pelo Presidecial mall, o shopping mais famoso em Boston e tem uma ponte linda que a gente passa nela e que se parece muito Sao Paulo. Aki vao as fotinhos. Enjoy it!

Public Park in Boston!

                                                       The lake in Public Park

Andando de bike por Boston.

court

Gente na ultima terca-feira fui parar na court dos states para quem nao sabe a court e o supremo tribunal de justica aqui no US. Nao, nao, nao se ajustem nao fiz nada de errado!! nao ainda rsrsrs bricadeirinha!! Apenas fui acompanhar uma amiga, confesso que fiquei com frio na barriga, sabe ne!! minha situacao e akela que ja falei aki, mas para os acompanhantes nada acontece, afinal fiz nada por iria acontecer algo comigo, mas da akele medinho, ahh isso da!! Nunca fui em tribunal na minha vida, nem mesmo no Brasil. Nao tem nenhum misterio, normal parece um forum, bonito por fora e por dentro, com muitos policias e vigilancia e advogados e tradutores por todos os lados. e isso!! Apenas relatando a experiencia de ir na court. Afinal, fiz este blog p/ falar das coisas dos Estados Unidos e estou tentando monstrar um pouco da realidade. bye ate outro post.

just update

Entao Galera! Nao sei qto tempo estou morando aki em Framingham, MA exatamente, mas creio q ja fazem 3 meses.
A novidade de hj e q comecei a fazer gym (academia). Uhulll!!!projeto sarada 2013. Pela primeira vez posso dizer q estou amando, engordei muito depois que cheguei US, porem eu ja tava engordando no brasil vindo p/ ca so aumentei mais e mais de peso sem minha mae aki p/ me controlar dizer nao come isso, nao come aquilo, vc ta gorda etc e tal. haahahahah.
Mas mae sempre tem razao, adquirir umas gorduras q nunca tive antes, sabe qdo vc se olha no espelho e diz: Essa nao sou eu, esse nao e meu reflexo e grita de medo de si mesma, entao resolvi entrar na gym e emagracer urgente. Qdo eu tava em NY tava indo na gym, porem a gym de la nao era igual daki (tem muita diferenca) e o Aroldo meu ex roomate de NY adorava fazer dinner (jantar) e como nao eramos so roomates mas friends sempre jantavamos juntos e os kilinhos extras vinheram.

A gym daki particularmente a que estou fazendo e tipo igual do do Brasil cheias de aparelhos aerobicos, p/ musculacao e tem diversas aulas como: spin (aula de bike, pedalar) power (aulas com pesinhos) water aerobics (hidroginastica) swin (natacao) yoga, pilates, zumba (danca) cardio combustion (aula rapida com muito exercicos). Falando em yoga fiz esta aula pelas primeira e adivinha?? I love it!!! the best ever. Unica coisa que nao tem nessa gym e em todas outras de US e um personal ou um trainer, vc comeca a fazer os exercicios e nao tem ngm p/ te ajudar a fazer os exerccios ou te instruir sobre sobre como fazer ou como usar os aparelhos, se vc fazer errado ou matar alguns exercicios a responsabilidade nao e deles e sim sua. Entao aki a pessoa tem que ter muita forca de vontade e motivacao, todas as gym sao assim essa que estou fazendo e uma execesso pork tem as aulas, as outras por aki, nem aula tem, vc so paga p/ usar os aparelhos e that's all. Por isso que gostei dessa gym, varios tipos de aula e nas aulas os  teacher estao sempre ajudando e dando dicas, porem so nas aulas que tem teacher e ajudam.

Estou tb numa dieta, pork aki tem que cuidar tem junk food por todos os lados e ainda estou trabalhando numa pizzaria entao a tendencia a engordar aumento p/ mais de 90%. Entao nao tive escolha a nao ser ir p/ gym. Meu lema agora e malhar, emagrecer e nao comer hahahaha..
Nao tirei meu cafe da manha, p/ mim e fundamental comecar o dia com um bom breakfast, claro que tomo milk fat free, bread whole weat e sweet low (adocante) no lunch e apenas saladas e verduras, e alguns dias sem lunch tb e nao entra arroz, feijao, carne, macarrao nada disso, mas sim frutas, iogurt, torrada e estou comendo muita sardinha, nao sei pork ando comendo tuna e sardinha direto, talvez pela falta da carne. enfim... Essa e minha dieta louca e tenho visto resultados, pequenos pork estou apenas ha 2 semanas, mas o fato de eu me sentir melhor, minha auto-estimas aumentar e a disposicao tb e fazendo amizade novas ja ta valendo. E aki esta o site se vc quizer check it:
http://www.focusonfitness-ma.com/index.html