Being nurse in Brazil or USA.....

What's the difference between being a nurse in Brazil and USA?? I wrote about it already, but in my language (portuguese), but now I want to discussing in english.

I'm a tecnical nurse in Brazil is like a nurse the difference is the tecnical nurse studies two and a half years and  nurse (RN) studies 4 years.
In my opinion being a tecnical nurse is more than being a CNA (certified nurse assistant) or a LPN (License practical Nurse). I have reserched on the internet that LPN is 1 year of studying and CNA that I did is no more than 3 months and RN is 3 or 4 years I dont know exactly.
Actualy, I did the CNA course and I didnt learn anything it was just the basics like:
Hand washing;
Change sheets;
Bathing in bath;
feeding'
Walking with gail belt;
Change resident's position;
Empity contents of resident's urinary drainage bag and record;
Provide mouth care and nail care;
some exercicies for elbow, wrist, shoulder, hip, knee and anklee.

I didnt learn how to draw blood, measure blood pressure, temperature, how to find a vein, how to insert a tube, probe or carater or feeding by naso-gastric tube, medication,or how to medicate a resident this is only for LPN or RN.
The CNA is not able to do anything on the patient, just give them a bath, changing diapers or feeding, however it is can be the first step to know if you will like to being a nurse aide or LPN in USA and learn how the health sistem works.

The uniform are completely different form there to here. In Brazil we use white clothe with whie medical coat or aprons.
Usa they have several kinds of nurses like CNA, LPN, RN, midwife, doctor nurse, home health aide and etc.
In Brazil there is only two kinds of nurses is Tecnical nurse and a registered nurse,. Some years ago they had more kinds of nurses, but nowadays is only that.

By the way I didnt pass the test in NYC, but I went Red Cross and they allowed to do test here in Massachusetts, so Im getting ready to do test and I really would like to pass that time. wish me lucky!!!

Boston vs New York

What do I know about Boston and NYC? I dont know that much, but I can give you my opinion because I've lived in both cities Boston and NYC I mean not Boston but Framingham, MA which is very close from Boston and I always go to Boston because I think Framingham is very quiet.
NYC and Boston are both big cities, but very different in feeling. I love those cities and they are very beautiful cities, however Boston is more fancy than NYC and some parts of NYC are very dirty.

                                                Cambrige area in Boston and bicycles.


I like cambrige, somerville and quincy they are very near to Boston and They are pretty diverse. there are people from all over the world and the city of Boston is a little over 50% black people, but other suburban town is Boston are overwhelmingly white people though some suburban have a higher percentage of asian residents like Turkey and Russian every wesdnesday I have conversation class at the library and there are a big amount of Russian people.

 Framingham town and cushing Park.

                                                     Mount Vernon Town, NY

The area is very diverse, but not as diverse as NYC. No Comparison!!! Being safe kind of depends where you are in Boston or NYC because crimes exits everywhere, but most of the worst violent crimes happen in small neigborhoods as in Framingham, MA or Bronx, NY, but this is what people says I dont think so. Anyway, I find that Boston is pretty safe, but a lot of NYC is pretty safe too.

Rents are almost always lower in MA than NYC. Of course There are some places expensives like back bay, Becan hill are pretty expensives, but still cheaper than NYC. A lot of other things are cheaper in Boston than NYC like Subway, car insurance, gas and groceries. For exemplo: when I was living in NYC my room rent was 450,00 and here in Framingham is 350,00 of course in NY my room was better than here and the city that I lived was very near to Manhattan and I spent more money with food over there than here.

                                                       House in Framingham, MA

 

House in White Plains, NY.

 

My simple and cheap room in Framingham.

 

                                                       My last room in NYC

 

Boston's Public Transportation in my opinion are good, but from Framingham to Boston are vey bad, they dont have a good schedule and shut down very early and the service is not good here. NYC's subway they are good, but if you dont know the are or dont have any map you can get lost and crazy easily. When I came to NYC the subway drove me crazy sometimes because it is too crowded and there is a big distance to cover and I need to transfer many time and it could take a long to get home, but for me NYC's transportation still the best one in USA and NYC is the only place you will not need a car for anything. Its easy in NYCto find apt or hotelvery near to the subway, but in Boston I really dont know about it.

 

 

 

                                              train station in Framingham to Boston

 

 

 

                                              Subway in Manhattan, NYC 
People in Boston are healthier and looks more beautiful than NYC. People in NYC are always rush and they alwways say: "TIME IS MONEY". If you go to boston like in Cambrige you will see most the people running at the Park, riding bicycle or walking, but in NYC if you do that you need to be carefull because there is a lot of traffic and the taxi cabs are very crazy in the city or you can only do your exercise at the Central Park.

                                                      Central Park, NYC

                                                Park in Boston.
The women have diferent bevarior in NYC. They are more sexy, agressive and pushy than over here in Boston. They always say: "if you dont take the guy another one will come and take it". In the beginning I thought it was so agressive, but now I can understand and other adverbs they always say is: "WHEN IN ROME, DO WHAT THE ROMANS DO".

English they always some program for free in Boston, you dont learn english because you dont want not because you dont time or even dont have money. In NYC they have some english program for free like here, but you need wait for long time and sometimes they are not good like here, at the end you have to pay for it. Since I move here I got some english classes like conversation and pronunciation and I got as well a tutor so Im studying enlgish and I dont pay anything, isnt amazing!!?

Well, Im not an american girl I'm from Brazil and I dont think that I can give you any advice or opnions, but I would recomended vititing both cities for at least a week to get a true feeling for them and use the public transpotation in both cities during rush hour.
Anyway, if you are backpacking or visiting just go to both cities, it is worth!! but if you are looking for a job or oportunities those are good as well, but you should know how much your future income will be and ask yourself about the cost of livig in these cities and then you can make up your mind.

                                                  Boston vs New York
                                                  Red sox soccer vs Yakeens.

Talking about myself...

I was invited to write an essay how I see myself from outside and inside (looks/ character/ personality) As if I was telling someone who has been watching me... Here it is:

Dear Friends let me know if u have something else to add and please dont get picky on my bad english spelling.

I always have had straight hair with freckels and dark eyes, white skin with a unique latino smile. Native from Brazil and I have no fears of people, languages or cultures because all they provide me oportunities to learn from them and grow and understand how the world is magic.

27 years old, born and raised in a difficult situation who reads my blog knows what im talking about it, but I got the best mother ever. Love to share and try what is good and have butterflies inside... Study and work is necessary, but if there is no fun and vision for the future it is not worth it!! Grateful for my schooling from pre-school all the way to tecnico nurse school.

I'm not enjoying that much my current job right now because they always take advantage of me and they dont pay me good enought, but I can't complimt a lot because Im immigrant and this job supports my dreams. I dont like to cook and I even dont know how to cook, but I love to try nes tastes and spices.

Dancing is the way I naturally expres my passion for life and apreciation for my body as divine gift. My mother means everything to me I can't think of being who I'm or even to progress in life without thinking of her. I'm jealous of my brother, a little crazy woman who sometimes doesnt know what want, but Im a hard worker and a nice person who doesnt want to give up my dreams. Going out with a nice colombian guy for while, Im enjoying his company but for now I dont know if we ar going work out we ar just getting know each other.

onde day will come kids with a lovely husband who will make my life even more blessed. Yesterday was a thanksgiving day and I everything I have to say that Im very thanksfull with everything in my life.
where are all these words came from?? Ohh, all from me!! Yes me Formally called as JAQUELINE ELLER and casually Jack.

election

Obama wins re-elected 2012. The only thing I can say is: congratulation Mr. Barack Obama you are the best president for USA ever.

hurrance sandy. superstorm

Friday, November 2, 2012. New York City – Lower Manhattan is without electricity and Residents in Downtown Manhattan were without electricity for more than 1 week.

Hurricane Sandy caused extensive damage along last week and blows a strong and wild wind. Sandy made landfall in southern New Jersey and brought with it big flooding and power outges. New York City was especially hard hit and many people dead there. New York city took a vacation while last week without power, no train, no bus and no subway works and people coulnt go to work.
Here in Boston it was hard too, but no extensive damage. In my job no power, but the crazy people still working with a litlle power they had.
Well, the only thing I can say is Im very lucky person because nothing happened to me and I move on to Framingham, MA and I didnt see the big and strong Hurrance I just say: Thanks God for keeping me safe!!!!

halloween 2012

Have you ever had the worst halloween??
Yeah, I had the worst halloween that I've never had in my life.
I went to the store and I bought my costume it was the most sexy costume that I've never bought before.
I went to work with my costume cause everyone said they would go with some costume, but everybody said to me they was making plans to go out after work like dance and drinks some beers. so, guess what??? Nobody go out!!! we are supposed to go a brazilian bar, but the brazilian bar was closed they said: it is better everyone go home and I said: let's go to america bar, however anyone wanna go to the america bar cause they dont feel confortable. what's fucking??? what's fucking their problem??? I couldn't believe I stayed home with my most sexy costume.
well, that's my worst halloween day ever!!

Bucket list

here is my bucket list with some goal and crazy dreams:

1- Learn new language. DOING
2- achieve a ideal weight. DOING
3-try out new professional. DOING.
4- take photografy class. WILL STARTING
5-see snow. DONE
6-live though 4 seasons of year. spring, summer, fall and winter. DONE
7- fall in love again.
8- go to a costume party and dress up fantasy character. DONE
9- tour white house. DONE
10- celebrate ST. Patrick day. DONE
11- live in diffrent country at lest 6 months. DONE
12- be volunteer. DONE
13- visite statue of liberty, time square, word trace center memorial, empire states and rockefeller. DONE
14- do kaiak. DONE
15- haye portrait painted. DONE
16- go to brodway shows. DONE
17- visit musem in NYC. DONE
18- visit museum in Boston.
19- zip line. DONE
20-go to canada.
21- go to electric zoo festival in NYC. DONE
22- go to Universo Paralelo Festival in Brazil.
23- go to a burning man festival in California.
24- visit california, vegas, florida and europa.
25- visit walt disney world.
26- hold snake.
27- Visit "Louve museum".
28- leran to sing in english.
29- Ride an elephant.
30- visit machu-picchu.
31- spend new year eve in sidney.
32-go to "circle du solei show".
33- start own new business doing something I love.
34- skydiving.
35- do public speaking on front of many people.
36-run marathon.
37- write book.
38- go on cruse in the sea.
39- fly in hericopter.
40-study at harvard school.
41- go backpacking across at least 10 different place
42-go on meditation reatreat.
43- make my mom proud of me. DONE
44- make someone's life different.
45- have my own house.

I hope I can do everything before die.

Hi, Here I'm again!!!
Like always my teacher ask me to write an essay as a homework.
I wrote about WINNING THE LOTTERY!!! here it is:

Winning the lottery would change your life??? Well, last weekend at my job I was talking about winning the lottery with my co-workers and many of them told me about buying expensive cars, big and fancy houses, go to the bank and pay off the mortgage, deposit 1,000,000 on family's accounts, buying new refrigerator, washier and dryer machine, new kitchen, buying a gym, open their own business or even buying an expensive Luis Vuitton purse. lol.
If I suddenly aquired a windfall of money it would change my life forever. No work anymore, just kidding!! lol. First I wouldn't tell nobody about it even my mother.
Second O would talk to an financial adviser about how to transfer a percentage of the money consertative investment accounts.
third I would build many apartments and rent all of them, travel all over the world with my new trailer bus and I will open my own business, so I could be my own boss and do what I lke.
Last, I would not to try get crazy with a lot money because many people will love than ever or will want to get money for them from me and perhaps will kill me because they can get jealous of me.
Well, that's my idea about it. Winning the lottery could be a blessing or curse depends on you.

Talking about dreams I'm going to do my bucket list and then I will post
here.

presidencial election is coming soon.

So, Let's get started talking about election this year in USA.
I'm here in USA 1 year and 9 month and I'm following about the election because all the time I turn on my TV and all the news is about election, but every four years election is the same in every countries a lot of promises, but no solution.
They're always talking about the same subject: health care, insurance, tax plan and education, however every years there're the same problems
I won't vote here in america, but if I could I will vote for Obama he's trying yo put Obamacare he says if he wins the election he will reform the healthcare. Most unsuranced americans requires to have insurance it means they'll have to get healthcare insurane I really dont know if it is good or not, but I think isn't fear I pay federal tax, state tax, income for someone who doesn't work or pay anything for that. In brazil all the employees pay tax, income whatever, but we pay for us for in the future we can get retire.
On the other hand I don't like Rommey he is republican and I think he isn't good enough for business. Rommey wants to increase taxes and decrease expensives not good in my opinion and he wants all the foreigners go away to their country and I think the immigrants help them increase an improve the economic sistem..
All the countries have universal health care and USA is the only one that doesnt have it. I was surprised to know that when I came here. USA is the number one country all over the world, but has the worse health care in the world. Unbelievable!!! In Brazil we dont called it universal health care the name is public health care "SUS" (Sistem Unique Health, in portugueses it is Sistema Unico de Saude).
If I get sick or get some emergency in brazil I can go to the hospital and I don't need to pay for it. of course, private hospital or clinic are better, fast and confortable. Many brazilian people says the "SUS" healthcare is the worst thing program ever, I know brazil isn't good, but in my opinion is better than over here. I'm talking about my state when I needed some emergency I had a good enough treatment.
Well, I don't know what will happen after election here and who will win, but united states of america isn't powefull economic country anymore it wasn't a good one country anymore.

I LOVE BLACK PEOPLE

How do black people live in NYC? Why do people black dating white people? why do black people have their own behavior?
Well, everybody knows I lived in NYC for a year around black people and I loved that experience. I lived around black people already in Brazil, but you know it was completely different experience I dont know explain it, however american black people are very different than brazilian black people. American black people looks like stronger, respected amd inteligent than brazilian black people.

I dated 2 black good-looking, educated and loving men. I like the way the talk, dance, I like the way they look at the world and most of them are very welcoming people. I know some of them use drugs and have a bad behavior, but many of them have goals, dreams as everybody has.

many black men decide to date white women because black girls are usually too fat, too loud, too mean, too argumentative, too needy and too materialistic and white girls are considered easy, they are docile and easy to control, but nowadays in my opinion a lot of black men, even white men, because of the insecurities, fears, have become intimidated by the strength of black women or white women. They are afraid that woman will be more successful than them, make more money than them, drive nicer cars and have their own houses and because of this fear, men in general look for a more docile woman, someone they can control.

I have talked to numerous black men and with my ex-boyfriends and they continously coment on how easy it is to control and walk over their white women (it is not my situation).
I also agree that have many black women too mean, too loud, but some black women are docile and educate than us white women. I have some balck girlfriends and they are very very nice, work hard, go to school and have many responsabilities.
We know many things because of black women, it was a black woman that taught us many years ago how to cook and season the food. It was a black woman that taught us how to raise the children, it was a black woman who were breast feeding and raising their babies during the slavery, it is a black that had to endure watching their father, husbands and children beaten, killed and thrown in jail.
SO, WE HAVE RESPECT ALL THE COLOR, GENDER, RACE, RELIGION AND STOP THINKING WE ARE THE BEST BECAUSE WE ARE WHITE.
Jaque

mother's love

I dont know if I tell u guys about the classes that I'm doing right now, but guess what??? I got the tutor!!! her name is Barbara she is amazing lady and I definitely love her.

Every once week she is teaching me english and I also have every monday night intermediate classes and wednesday conversation classes at the library for free I dont need to pay anything. Isn't cool??Barbara every week ask me to write an essay as a homework and last week she asked me to write 5 reasons why Do I love my mother? and here it is my an essay:

My mother is one of the people that I love the most in the world and she is the best mother ever. I wish I could repay her for all the sacrificies she did to me because I had a difficult childhood, but we survived together. I love her with all my heart. No one will love me as she does.
When I was 9 years ol my mother adopted me and everyone said:
"What hell are you doing? Are u crazy? Are u going to adopt an old child? Aren't you a little old for that? You supposed to adopt a newborn babyit would be easier". however my mother said:
"I feel as if she is child birth and I love her at the first time I saw her and yes EVERYONE I will adopt her and she will be my daughter now".
For a long time I only called her by her name, but one magic day I said: "hey, Mom"! and she cried and I thought I said something wrong, but she love it!
My birth single mother wasn't nice to me. she was a violent person and she spanked me when she was angry, mad, drunk, or took drugs I guess so. I definitely dont like my birth mother at all.
One day she spanked me and I ran away and I found a neighbor her name is Valci she is my adopt mother's sister and she become my aunt. I was so scared the day and she asked me if I was ok and I said to her everything about my life I told her about my hate for my birth mother and she helped out.
the justice department decided to put me in the orphanage when I was 6 years old I absolutely didnt like it, but better than stay with my birth mother. Some family adopted, but doesnt work out well, but one special day my adopted mother went the orphanage and saw me and we loved each other and yeah I'm adopted child and of course it wasn't easy for both of us and I have felt differently at different times of my life. I always kew I had another family, I always knew I was different and I struggled with this more or less depending on where I was in life. I also have been jeaulous of my brother even though I know he is irresponsible, immature and always buttering my mother up and she lets him do everything he wants. He is mama's boy he still live in with my mother and she always taking care him and his kids while Im here in USA taking care myself.
So, generally I have had a nice life, a lovely family even knowing my step father isn't a good step father or husband, I have had a great experience out the country, but even with that I wouln't wish the adopted experience for anyone because is wasn't easy at all to give a child up.

Well, this is my an essay and it is a true story of my life! I'm proud of being who I'm!

the new youk botanical garden Monet

Oie, Gente!!
Estou aki hj p/ dizer que visitei o botanical Garden in Bronx, NY.

Sensacinal!! Simplismente amei!! o Jardim e lindo, muitas flores e muito verde. Quem vinher p/ NY, visite pork vale muito a pena!!

Fui com minha amiga Alessadra (a Paulista). Na real, fui p/ NY pork era semana do meu niver e quis comemorara indo no Electric Zoo Festival que foi maneirissimo e da um role no Garden minha amigona. 

Eu simplismente tive um otimo final de semana em NY com minha amigona. Pena que passo rapido, por mim se tivesse mais money e time ficaria por la! E isso! Aki vai algumas fotinhos!

 

 

aki esta i site p/ quem quizer da uma olhada!  http://www.nybg.org/                   

Electric Zoo Festival

Last sunday 09/02/2012 I went to Electric Zoo Festival in NYC and the only word I can say about the festival it is: I love so much!!!!!

It was the best festival that I went... Amazing!!!!! awesome!!!!! definitaly I had a such wonderful day with my friend Alessandra from SP (a paulista).

Many beautiful, crazy and weird people! Everybody using style and nice clothes with a big eyelashes, crazy make up, nice songs with great beats with the best DJ all over the world!

So, I just love it!!!

 

 

 

http://www.facebook.com/jaqueeller?ref=tn_tnmn#!/media/set/?set=a.10151193527395944.502833.75334965943&type=1 here it is more pictures about the festival.

 

 

 

Eu amo Morar nos EUA mesmo com todas as dificuldades e saudades da minha humilde vida do Brasil.
Por um longo tempo tive homesick, chorei e tive vontade louca de voltar p/ casa mas agora nao tenho mais vontade de voltar p/ casa, louco ne!
Porem, por mais maravilhoso, seguro, bonito, confortavel e aventureiro seja morar nos states, nunca sera nossa casa, aki e a casa da sogra, onde passando um tempo de passagem p/ aprender e adquirir experiencia p/ qdo voltarmos ao nosso Lar. Todos os dias somos lembrados de onde vinhemos e onde iremos.
Parte boa de morar aqui e a seguranca. andar na rua tranquila com um tennis de marca e ngm te roubar, sem violencia, tiroteio ou assalto.  A liberdade de andar da maneira mais louca ou style que quizer. Aprender outra cultura e outra lingua e ter a possibilidade de abrir nossa mente p/ o mundo, sair do comodismo do Brasil e fazer coisas que jamais imaginariamos em nossas vida, trabalhar duro, pesado como nunca trabalhamos antes, passar por experiencia inexquecivel e inexplicavel, ou seja, tenho 3 palvras a dizer> Ta valendo a pena!!!

Andando de Kaiak

Dai Galera!! Na ultima terca-feira andei de kaiak, foi bom demais!

E uma terapia andar de kaiak, tomar banho no rio de roupa e apreciar da paisagem, irei novamente com certeza pork simplismente amei.

Esqueci o nome Park, mas e na cidade aki do lado em Natick, paga apenas 15 dollars p/ entrar no park, andar de kaiak, fazer churrasco, tomar banho de rio e passar o dia inteiro apenas relaxando. Povo bonito, gente educado e natureza deslumbrante. Vale a pena eu recomendo ir la e visitar.

update 2

Visiteeeeiiii!!! Public Park em Boston. Foi o maximo!!!! como diz os americanos. Amazing!! Fantastic!!! Realmente Amei.
Eles chamam Boston de New England, com certeza tem um aspecto da Inglaterra, com muitos estudantes, uma arquitetura sofisticada, despojada e chique. Todos andando de bicicleta, correndo, fazendo pikinique,  apenas deslumbrante.

Falando em andar de bike, tb andei de bike a primeira vez que fui por toda Bostaon de bike, aluguei uma bicicleta em uma maquina de bikes que tem por todos os cantos Boston, eles me compraram 12 doletas 3 hrs, porem o refund foi 200,00, tipo medida de seguranca tirando 200, 00 da minha conta, mas Gracas a Deus Devolveirao a grana, foi apenas uma medida de seguranca, nao sei pork isso.

Na segunda Vez que fui apenas andei com minha amiga, tomamos banho na fonte e andamos pelo Presidecial mall, o shopping mais famoso em Boston e tem uma ponte linda que a gente passa nela e que se parece muito Sao Paulo. Aki vao as fotinhos. Enjoy it!

Public Park in Boston!

                                                       The lake in Public Park

Andando de bike por Boston.

court

Gente na ultima terca-feira fui parar na court dos states para quem nao sabe a court e o supremo tribunal de justica aqui no US. Nao, nao, nao se ajustem nao fiz nada de errado!! nao ainda rsrsrs bricadeirinha!! Apenas fui acompanhar uma amiga, confesso que fiquei com frio na barriga, sabe ne!! minha situacao e akela que ja falei aki, mas para os acompanhantes nada acontece, afinal fiz nada por iria acontecer algo comigo, mas da akele medinho, ahh isso da!! Nunca fui em tribunal na minha vida, nem mesmo no Brasil. Nao tem nenhum misterio, normal parece um forum, bonito por fora e por dentro, com muitos policias e vigilancia e advogados e tradutores por todos os lados. e isso!! Apenas relatando a experiencia de ir na court. Afinal, fiz este blog p/ falar das coisas dos Estados Unidos e estou tentando monstrar um pouco da realidade. bye ate outro post.

just update

Entao Galera! Nao sei qto tempo estou morando aki em Framingham, MA exatamente, mas creio q ja fazem 3 meses.
A novidade de hj e q comecei a fazer gym (academia). Uhulll!!!projeto sarada 2013. Pela primeira vez posso dizer q estou amando, engordei muito depois que cheguei US, porem eu ja tava engordando no brasil vindo p/ ca so aumentei mais e mais de peso sem minha mae aki p/ me controlar dizer nao come isso, nao come aquilo, vc ta gorda etc e tal. haahahahah.
Mas mae sempre tem razao, adquirir umas gorduras q nunca tive antes, sabe qdo vc se olha no espelho e diz: Essa nao sou eu, esse nao e meu reflexo e grita de medo de si mesma, entao resolvi entrar na gym e emagracer urgente. Qdo eu tava em NY tava indo na gym, porem a gym de la nao era igual daki (tem muita diferenca) e o Aroldo meu ex roomate de NY adorava fazer dinner (jantar) e como nao eramos so roomates mas friends sempre jantavamos juntos e os kilinhos extras vinheram.

A gym daki particularmente a que estou fazendo e tipo igual do do Brasil cheias de aparelhos aerobicos, p/ musculacao e tem diversas aulas como: spin (aula de bike, pedalar) power (aulas com pesinhos) water aerobics (hidroginastica) swin (natacao) yoga, pilates, zumba (danca) cardio combustion (aula rapida com muito exercicos). Falando em yoga fiz esta aula pelas primeira e adivinha?? I love it!!! the best ever. Unica coisa que nao tem nessa gym e em todas outras de US e um personal ou um trainer, vc comeca a fazer os exercicios e nao tem ngm p/ te ajudar a fazer os exerccios ou te instruir sobre sobre como fazer ou como usar os aparelhos, se vc fazer errado ou matar alguns exercicios a responsabilidade nao e deles e sim sua. Entao aki a pessoa tem que ter muita forca de vontade e motivacao, todas as gym sao assim essa que estou fazendo e uma execesso pork tem as aulas, as outras por aki, nem aula tem, vc so paga p/ usar os aparelhos e that's all. Por isso que gostei dessa gym, varios tipos de aula e nas aulas os  teacher estao sempre ajudando e dando dicas, porem so nas aulas que tem teacher e ajudam.

Estou tb numa dieta, pork aki tem que cuidar tem junk food por todos os lados e ainda estou trabalhando numa pizzaria entao a tendencia a engordar aumento p/ mais de 90%. Entao nao tive escolha a nao ser ir p/ gym. Meu lema agora e malhar, emagrecer e nao comer hahahaha..
Nao tirei meu cafe da manha, p/ mim e fundamental comecar o dia com um bom breakfast, claro que tomo milk fat free, bread whole weat e sweet low (adocante) no lunch e apenas saladas e verduras, e alguns dias sem lunch tb e nao entra arroz, feijao, carne, macarrao nada disso, mas sim frutas, iogurt, torrada e estou comendo muita sardinha, nao sei pork ando comendo tuna e sardinha direto, talvez pela falta da carne. enfim... Essa e minha dieta louca e tenho visto resultados, pequenos pork estou apenas ha 2 semanas, mas o fato de eu me sentir melhor, minha auto-estimas aumentar e a disposicao tb e fazendo amizade novas ja ta valendo. E aki esta o site se vc quizer check it:
http://www.focusonfitness-ma.com/index.html

quase 2 meses Morando em Framingham

Oie Pessoal!!!
Ja se passaram praticamente 2 meses que estou aki em Framingham,MA a pequena grande comunidade Brasileira. Andando pelas ruas daki encontra-se facilmente muitos brasileiros pelas ruas, inclusive onde trabalho tem muitos brasileiros, se apenas 2 americanos. Mas falo ingles all the time pork atendo o phone, atendo no balcao e uma pizzaria americana. Tento nao me juntar muito com Brasileiros e sim com americanos p/ focar no ingles. Logo q de vez enquanto saio com minha amiga Dani, afinal somos amigas. Trabalhei ao mesmo tempo numa padaria, nao sei se comentei aki. fiquei 2 dias trabalhando na Padaria, nao fiquei la por o brasileiro do dono me colocou contra parede, tipo eu tinha que escolher a pizzaria ou a padaria, sem duvida escolhi a pizzaria, pork casa do ingles, do tratamento, do horario, afinal a padaria pagava um pouco mais, porem nao me trazia nenhum beneficio futuro.

Mas mudando de assunto ainda amo NYC, mas to um pouco acustumada com o lugar aki, gostando do trampo e estudando tb. Tenho aulas na library for free, todas as segundas e quartas e pedi um tutor q e uma especie de professor de ingles particular for free tb, enquanto nao tenho a grana toda disponivel p/ o curso da Havard vou estudando aki pertinho de casa, entrei na gym tb, vou emagrecer, cuidar de mim um pouco. Entao, as mudancas no comeco foram dificies, mas agora to vendo resultados. Ganho o mesmo salario praticamente, porem trabalho menos, meu aluguel tb e menor e to com tempo p/ estudar, ir na gym e fazer algumas faxinas de vez em qdo p/ tirar uma graninha extra. Poise gente, tem programas free p/ estudar ingles que o governo da p/ os imigrantes, so nao sabe ingles aki quem nao quer. fico um pouco puta com as pessoas que estao aki ha anos e nem se esforcam p/ aprender a lingua, principalmente brasileiros e espanos, os arabes, indianos e chineses sao um povo doidos, porem eles sao os que mais se esforcam p/ aprender a lingua e estudar aki, ganhar dinheiro e bom, porem o dinheiro acaba e os estudos ngm tira de nos.

4th of july and Framingham city

Entao gente amanha e feriado aqui 4th of july dia da independencia em US. Em boston havera fireworks (queimas de fogos) mas aqui em Framingham nao, tb na roca nunca tem nada kkkkkkk... Em NY sempre tem fireworks inclusive em white plains, NY mas nunca fui ver pork estava sempre trabalhando e este ANO nao ira ser diferente irei trabalhar novamente. Porem vou sair de casa beber e ja que trampo no dia vou beber hj que e vespera de feriado e nao estou trabalhando hahaha...

Mas mundando de assunto vim aqui hj p/ falar de onde estou morando, da casa, dos roomate, da cidade...enfim tentar falar um pouquinho de cada coisa.
Estou aqui quase 2 meses. Acreditam?? Nossa!!!!!! Como passa rapido, ne!?? Estavamos morando em 6 numa casa, mas um foi embora, rolou uma briga pork um deles enchia o caneco com forca. hahaha... Agora estamos em 3 homens e 2 mulheres, total 5 people em 1 house. O quarto e bem pequeno, um pouco maior que um banheiro hahaha... sem clothe, mas com ar condicionado, net, TV, tipo tudo incluso com direito a usar banheiro e cozinha por 350,00 dollars. Ahh ta bom sabe porque nao quero gastar muito p/ morar, ja que ainda nao sei do meu futuro se vou embora daki um ano ou continuo, entao por isso nao quero me apegar as coisas materias. O grande problema e que o povo aki sao porco pacas eu vivo limpando tudo como eu fazia no Aroldo a diferenca e que o Aroldo era limpinho  no comeco eramos so nos dois. Mas vamos deixar isso pra la o importante e que tenho minha privacidade e pago pouco e a galera e porca mais sao gente boa demais. O casal que toma conta de tudo sao de Vitoria bem que dizem que o povo de Vitoria sao porcos.
A cidade como falei antes e super interior e tem um zilhao de brasileiros analfabetos que veio pelo Mexico fazer sei la o que?? Enfim, cada um com seus objetivos. Apenas fico horrorizada da maneira que ele se sujeitaram a vir p/ ca e da maneira que eles pensam, totalmente diferente da minha maneira de pensar e ver a vida. Mas quem sou eu p/ julgar alguem. Entao aki vai algumas fotinhos do cafofo onde estou me acomodando por tempo indeterminado. hahaha...

Este e o quarto que estou me acomodando agora
e pequeno, simples, sem liuxo e sem muitas coisas.
Mas gracas a Deus com Net, Air, TV. A tv ainda nao esta aqui mas assim que eu pegar post a foto dela.

                         

Domino's Pizza job

what's up pleople! Dai Galera!!

Estava euzinha trabalhando no Honey Dew de Milford, MA mas como eu estou morando em Framingham, MA ficou um pouquinho longe porque nao tenho carro e aki o transporte nao e maravilha que nem em NYC. Entao achei melhor nao continuar trabalhando la ate porque conseguir outro emprego que fica 5min de onde estou morando na Domino's pizza.
Acreditam que trabalhei 1 semana no Honey Dew e o filha-P%#@ de uns dos donos nao me pagou ate hj? Pensei em ir por ele na court, mas achei melhor nem peder tempo ele ainda vai pagar pelo que fez.

Comecei na pzzaria e amei desde do 1 dia, claro que foi dificil como em outro qualquer trabalho aki nos US. Mas o tratamente deles comigo sem comentarios me trataram muito bem e ate me divirto la. Tem muito trabalho obvio, sao muitas horas em pe, ganha-se muito pouco, mas o povo la e super legal e divertido, tanto os americanos como os brasileiros e espero que continue assim que isso nao seja so o comeco de um pesadelo rsrsrs... Agora no comeco eu apenas taking phone calls (atendo fone e faco pedindos) fiquei confunsa pork nao sabia o menu e fala no phone in englsh sempre foi um dos meus maiores medos, mas passando por mais um obstaculo. Tive que apresentar minha social security pela primera vez, mas foi de boa eles checaram e esta tudo sussa. Meu schedule e apenas part-time so nos finds, mas tenho feito cerca de 30 ou 35hrs semanais e estou me sujeitando a fazer faxina outra vez p/ poder tirar uns extra money. Sintindo muita fala de NY por causa das amizades que fiz e porque la o transporte e excenlente nao e a porcaria que e aki. Mas Enfim... Ja que to aki vou tentar fazer o melhor e tentar obter o Grande diploma da Harvard e cumbrir meus objeitvos aki.

 Foto do povo trabalhando so p/ vcs terem uma ideia de como funcina e foto de cima foi do dia em que teve especao na loja e ganhou 5 estrelas por bom trabalho e desempenho, por isso todos monstram a palma da mao desmontrando o numero 5 e o bolo de comemoracao do exelente trabalho da gerente Adriana a loira da foto, a gerente mais gente boa que ja tive.

No next post vou falar e monstrar onde estou me acomodando.
See u then!

Honey Dew job

Entao como disse no post anterior conseguir um trabalho em Franklin no Honey Dew onde minha amiga Dani trabalha e bem longe de onde eu aluguei o quarto, porem preciso do trampo, entao eu to indo. Ate gostei do trabalho la, nao muito de falar no headset hahahaha mas ok. Ainda nao e algo que eu possa dizer. Nossa!!! Que trampo da hora, maneiro, mas ta quebrando meu galho hahahaha. La e tipo uma bakery e funciona p/ o breakfast e dinner no lucnh time nao tem movimento. Eles tem varios tipos de cafes, sandwishs e donuts como:

Ice coffe, Ice cappuccino, Ice coffe late, Ice mocha
Hot coffe, Hot chocolate, Smoothies
Muffins, Donuts, Sticks, Bagels
Sandwish/ Monte Cristo/ portuguese/
e funciona como drive- thru tb. Sobre o job nao tenho como descrever aki pork sao muitas coisas como, fazer sandwish, fazer cafe, atender, ficar no caixa e etc.

little regrets

Aiai minha vida ta naquele esquema se nada der certo eu ja estou acostumada mesmo ahahahhahaha mas na real, eu espero que agora mude, pois hj esta fazendo 2 semanas que to morando em framimghan, MA um centrinho q fica uns 30min de boston.

Fiquei desempregada em NY (motivo ultimo post) e eu impaciente como sempre com fogo no rabo me mudei p/ ca, mas ca eu estou sofrendo igual uma MULA de arrependimento e decepcao. 

Aff... Quem disse que decepção e arrependimento não mata, ensina a viver?
Eu diria ensinar a sofrer, a morrer,
a mata todo o amor e esperanca que guardamos dentro de nós mesmo,
Quer saber mais!?
Decepção e arrependimento machuca, ensina a chorar, a desacreditar.

Ahhh... Mas enfim... deixa isso pra la! Voltando ao assunto. Fiquei um ano em NY, demorei p/ acustumar la e qdo ja tinha amigos e conhecia a area e estava acustumada, mudei!Trouxaaa!
Ahhh mas quer saber, eu nao estava feliz la, o supermercado onde trabalhava eles nao me pagavam bem e muito menos me tratavam com dignidade e eu me sentia pressa, humilhada, sem sair do lugar apenas ganhando p/ sobreviver e o namoro em crise tb, entao coloquei a mochila nas costas como diz minha amiga Dani Zambon e fui atraz do meus sonhos, tipo uma Harvad da vida. Ohhh sonhos que estao me custando o olho da cara hahahahaa.

A Dani sem comentarios! uma pessoas maravilhosa doidinha da cabeca mas com um coracao enorme, ela tem me ajudado muito, mas eu sinto que to sempre atrapalhando ahh e meu jeito nao gosto de atrapalhar e muito menos depender de alguem p/ algo e isso tem me frustado muito.
Aki nessa cidade e obrigatorio ter carro, nao e NY que tem varios tipos de meios de transporte aki e pessimo de se locomover. Veja so, Arrumei um trampo em Franklin, Dani mora em Milford e eu aluguei um quarto em Framimgham, olha a confunsao p/ poder trabalhar estou dormindo na casa da Dani em Milford ate ela se mudar p/ Framimghan e da casa da Dani vamos juntas p/ o trabalho em Franklin, mas os dias que ela esta de folga ou nao pode me levar ao trabalho, tenho que pegar trem que leva quase 3hrs p/ chegar no destino desejado ou peco carona p/ outras brasileiras que tb trabalham onde estamos trabalhando, agora o dia que nao tiver trem e nem carona, vou ter que faltar o trabalho. Ohh triste!! Afff isso me cansa viu, liga p/ um liga p/ outro, agora me diz se nao e Fodaaaaaaa depender de carona ou de alguem?? Eu nao estou falando mal da minha amiga, apenas nao acho legal ficar nessa situacao dependendo dela, acho que tudo tem um limite e eu ja to quase no meu. Mas continuo na luta em busca de outro trabalho e com o sonho de que eu ainda possa trabalhar como nurse assistant e ter uma vida decente na qual sempre desejei aki ou no Brasil.

E sobre o arrependimento isso passa, sempre juramos para nós mesmos, mudar, não fazer denovo a mesma coisa
e quando nos damos conta,
lá estamos, como sempre, chorando, decepcionados,
sentados abandonados na calçada de uma triste noite escura e fria, chamada desilução
por termos mais uma vez, mesmo tendo jurado para si mesmo não o fazer mais,
esperado demais dos outros,
e só recebemos migalhas da vida. Mas isso tudo e devido a busca de algo melhor p/ nos mesmos, nao sei se errei denovo, porem estou tentando sem nunca desistir

My first week in Boston

My first week in Boston is only about looking for a job or go to party and drink some beers and eat a lottttt... hahaha... here it is the some picturres about my first week in boston.

Thursday: The corona beer, salsa, sausage and tuna.

Friday: Capitan Morgan with fries onios and chicken hearts.

Saturday: Fruit salad, lasagna and sandwich

Sunday: Spending the day on the beach

                       

well, that's my first week in boston just enjoy without a job!