new home

My new house... Just make a comparison since I came in to USA (2011) and now (almost 2014) lol... and show you that everything is possible every where you are you just have to believe it.

My first house and room when I came:

                                           American family house when I was an aupair. great memories from there.

                                               My first wonderful room here in USA still when I was aupair.


Here it is when I left the american family house and I rented a room for myself and I met a nice guy. We became very good friends and roommates until now.

                                            second house living with my nice roommate.

                                           second room and no AC. so bad sweating whole night :(


                                    Third house when I move to Boston area (framingham):

                                                      simple house in framingham

                                               and my third simple and cheaper room. lol..



Now my new beautiful and lovely house:

                                          so happy with my new home. kendal crossing apart

                                          my new room (still organizing the stuffs) with my boyfriend.

I had bad moments in my life, but day by day everything gets better. So, never ever give up!!
                                 

still having fun

My boyfriend and I we are both living together, but we still going out and having fun. Not very often as before, but yes!!!!! I know many people after marriage (saying that because living with a boyfriend is like a marriage) who have lost their interest to go out or don't hang out with friends anymore, but it is necessary go out and have a social life.
My boyfriend he's a nice guy for me and I'm pretty happy and we are trying our best                                                                                                             red rock cafe
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We just want a relationship where both sides never stop trying... Good night! Hoping tomorrow can be a better day than today.

                                                              
                                                             Mexican restaurant

Almost in 2014.

We are in December already!!!!! and it is Christmas time!!!how does time goes so fast and we even don't realize it??? well, first of all I want to say thank God for everything in my life,  for my boyfriend, my new house, the new job, family, friends and all the people who are around me.
my plans for next year is study plus study.

First pass for TOEFL test and then get the license for LPN (license practical nurse). Well, I have a long way for walk.
I don't have to do the program because I have a nurse degree from my country already just study for the big test. So, I will explain it later giving you my dear blog more information about it because I'm tired and it is late now. that's all for tonight.
God bless us and have a great night!!!!!!!

obs. I recommend this book here in my left. the name is "ON CALL" Tells about days and nights at the hospital. awesome!!!!!

FIRST TIME LIVING WITH A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FIRST TIME LIVING WITH A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After dating for just one year my boyfriend and I decided to take the next step in our relationship (moving in one bedroom apart).
we are living here for just couple weeks and already finding out new thing about each other. Oh, boy we are for a long ride.

Before J moved in with me I got a lot of comments from few friends saying: Enjoy your last days of freedom!!!! and my mom advised me about: Never give up living together isn't easy.
I have never lived with a guy before, I had I had done very well with roommates. So, you can say I'm  successful about living with people.
The big move was Friday November 8th. Oh, I don't want to remember that bad and trajetic day.  packing stuffs inside de boxes, going up and down stars for million times, renting moving truck, everything took me all day, plus my boyfriend is very calm person. "I'm being ironic now" cause he's not calm at all. everyone wants to know ; So, how is it? and to be absolutely honest I have to say it is so good, not perfect cause we have no table and sofa yet, but we already bought we are just waiting for delivery. the first three days I was working a lot and we didn't  have time to buy even a bottle of water, however everything is going well now.

We already started noticing little habits about each other that we never had seen before like he always leave the toilet seat up and clothes on the chair and I just hate it! but on the other hand he has been helping me with cleaning, laundry, vacuum and another stuffs. I just don't like when he gets mad for a little things and he's not calm person at all, but nobody is perfect. So, I have been learning a lot after our first two weeks of living together and there are will be ups and there are definitely will be downs. It is like a big test right in front of us to see how we will deal with each other. I just want to say; THANKS GOD FOR EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE.    


obs: the picture above I have the table already, they just deliver few days ago...                                        

Hi

Hi how ar u my dear blog!?

Well, I have a lot of things to say, but as I said before I have been buzy working, but as soon as possible I will tell you more news.
This is the picture about my birthday weekend with my boyfriend. We went out and had a great time in Boston, MA.

 

 

Hi guys!!!!!!

I'm so sorry I have been away too long, but I'm working a lottttt I haven't been going to the gym regularly and taking care of myself. Any way... I have news for you guys.
July 7th, 2013 I started to work at the nursing home as CNA and I wrote a letter here it is:

July 30, 2013.

I'm currently working as CNA at the nursing home I just got the CNA job a few weeks ago and I hate it! I mean I love the residents at the nursing home and I think they really need care, but some employees and the labor pisses me off. They ask me to spend just 15 minutes with one resident and I think this is ridiculous the residents deserve more. I get paid squats and do the hardest job and I feel severely underpaid and overworked. I could be a babysitting or housecleaner and make more money than I do busting my back all day.
In my opinion, it makes a huge difference which type of facility I work in. I haven't tried any other one because it is my first job as CNA in USA, however I worked in difference facility in Brazil and I have heard there are worse and better facilities and there are some places that pay better.
For me dealing with incontinet and toileting has never bothered me, but I hate that Im always behind not because Im not quicker, but because I can't find anything and anyone to help me do things for residents who are two assistants.
I didn't like the place where I work, but I will keep going because I need the money and I have to get the experience and hospitals prefer people with experience and maybe later I will get used and like it.I know everything in the life is tempory like the pizza place, so let's do the best.

Hi, here I'm again. I'll try to come here more often, ok.
Well, I have good news for today.

First one is: Finally I got my license as CNA (NURSE ASSISTENT).

Second one is: Finally I tranfered my driver's license from New York to Massachutts and third one me and my boyfriend both are good so far. we are getting closer and get along. We met each other I guess october last year and we started dating in november, but we broke up in january because his ex-girlfriend called and said bad things, so I got mad and I thought he was a bad guy, but some months later we make up and I could realized that his ex-girlfriend was crazy, she was trying to stay with him, but he didnt want to date her anymore, any way he likes me and he decides to stay with me.

Right now I'm looking for a car for buying and I think I found one, but I will let you know later and I'm looking a job as CNA also.
that's all for today and I think I bought up a lot of good news and I'm so happy for that.
See you next time.

Boston's bomb.

Hi my Dear blog! I've been so busy working and studying about medical terminology and right now I have class with my tutor twice a week, so kind of busy...
I'll talking about the Marathon today I know I'm kind of late for that, however I have something to tell.

When I was a teenager and I was living in Brazil I heard about the most famous marathon "Boston's Marathon" and I always wanted to be part of it, but I always thought it would be very impossible.
Finally, this year my dream came true and I was able to be in the marathon, eventhough I wasn't running I was there riding my bike on that monday on a nice sunny day.
I got excited and motivided especially when I saw a lot of old people running like a guy who is around 75 years old.

After 3 hours of having fun and taking pictures I was almost at the finish line when suddently I noticed that something was happening and I saw a lot of police and me and my friends we were stopped by them and they told us that we had to come back because something had happened.
At that time I didnt know what the problem was, but later I found out that two bombs had explotd at the finish line.

It shocked me and made me so sad because I couln't go to the finish line and I got so upset and mad when I knew that two young boys did that and many people were hurt badly at the hospital.
It was unbelieveble!! Any way... I can't complain because I had a great time and good experience and for sure I want to do it again next year.

I just feel sorry about the victims of the Boston's marathon bomb and the young guys from Russia must pay for their crimes or mistakes because what they did doesnt have any reason.
Let's pray for Boston and all united states.

firewoman

I'm back here again... Hi everyone!!
Well, I was looking at my old pictures when suddenly I found the pictures from my job as a firewoman. I remember as if it were today I start to Train a learn a lot things about fire deparment and first aid. It was a great time and good experience. I met a lot people and I made good friends.
It took 8 months training and learning and we were always learning every day different emergency situation.

I started training while I was studying to become a nurse and I was a volunteer at fire departament and after some years the goverment started to pay a little. I worked at the fire department almost 4 or 5 years and when I was 19 years.

I always worked at the emergency medical service because I was studying to become a nurse also and I didn't like the fire service because is too hard for some women to do that job. I didn't like the job for several reasons: the hose water is very hard to hold and also the smell of burning and insulation and the feeling of the intense heat and being able to see absolutely nothing in the smoke the flame and being afraid of death and another thing that I didn't like at all it is when the capton or chef call duties.

It's also not easy working at the emergency medical service, but it was more familiar to me. I felt frustrated many times when I went to the emergency room and the doctor pronounces "dead" the beautiful  3 years old girl that I had been trying to save during the past 25 minutes. I thought it could be my niece who will never go on her first date or say the words, "I love you aunt again"...
It sucks to find a woman around 60 years old with no pulse, but I have to start CPR any way, hoping to bring her back, knowing sometimes it is too late.

I always heard good things when I was working there, but the terrible thing that I heard one day was:
"I thought this would never happen to me or it took a long time or forever for you get here". they dont how hard is our job to get at the right place.
Unless  you have lived with this kind of experience or situation, you will never truly understand or appreciate, we are or what our job really means.

Just news...

Hi, people! it's me again!! long time I dont see you!!

Im writing down in this blog because I want to unberden my feelings here. how to spot a fake friend??? well, I'm very disappointed with a friend of mine, I meant she is not my friend anymore I dont need a friend like her, of course I'll still talk to her because we still work together, but I won't tell her anything about my feelings or my private life she is definitaly my fake friend.
Since i moved to Framingham, MA she was helping me out and when I get the job at domino;s pizza I talked to my manager and my friend got the job as a driver. the same way she helped me I thought it was my duty help her also.
After some mounths I got promoted to assistant manager and in my opinion she doesnt like it or doesnt acepted it and because some other reasons she started to complain about me to my manager and I knew about it and I got so frustrated and disappointed.
So, Now I really dont care about her. I did what I should she scratchs my back and I scratched hers. now, it is done if she needs something she will have to get help from someone else. I realize how selfish and mean she is it.
and about the guy I gave him the last chance and about the red cross foundation, I'm just waiting for the next and I hope last test.

That's all for today!!

2012

I can honestly say 2012 was a year to remember. 
My friends from Brazil came to NYC and we went out and had fun.
I left NYC and I moved out to Framingham, MA and I stay for while in my friends house and then I rent room and right now I'm living with 6 people in one house sometimes is good sometimes dont.
My friend Dani got a job for me at honey du cafe, but the guy didnt pay me because I found another job and left that one. 
I started work at Dominos Pizza since I came here and I worked hard and I got promoted for assistant manager. I made new friends, but I got a best friend and his name is "Vasco" without him I wasnt able to do what I did and still doing.
I met a guy at the library and we start dating, but he cheats on me, so he didnt deserve me and now we are only friends.
I got a tutor her name is Barbara and I really love her and she is a good teacher.
I didnt pass the test in NY for a nurse assistant, but Im gonna try here at the Red Cross organization.
I have learned on the situations that occurre and I learned so much about friends, family, love and hard work and I can proudly admit that I've grown so much as a person.   
2012 was a year full of closing doors but even more so opening windows.
2012 was ay year of learning how to balance time and priorities, how to be a little more patient and how to put myself and not let anything get in my way and it was a year that I learned no matter what happen do your best. and all I ask for the next up coming year is for God to continue to make me a better person. I cant trust no one just myself and no one knows me more than me. I don't ask for change but all I want is to continue in the path of greatness. People will always wish for your downfall but I will always be ahead.

                                      Here's to 2013: bring it on!

Next year is going to be even better: I'll be continuing with school and working. I'll also keeping work hard, make and save some money and I'll see if I should saty or go back to brazil the time will tell and I hope I this year most my dreams come true.