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Hi, people! it's me again!! long time I dont see you!!

Im writing down in this blog because I want to unberden my feelings here. how to spot a fake friend??? well, I'm very disappointed with a friend of mine, I meant she is not my friend anymore I dont need a friend like her, of course I'll still talk to her because we still work together, but I won't tell her anything about my feelings or my private life she is definitaly my fake friend.
Since i moved to Framingham, MA she was helping me out and when I get the job at domino;s pizza I talked to my manager and my friend got the job as a driver. the same way she helped me I thought it was my duty help her also.
After some mounths I got promoted to assistant manager and in my opinion she doesnt like it or doesnt acepted it and because some other reasons she started to complain about me to my manager and I knew about it and I got so frustrated and disappointed.
So, Now I really dont care about her. I did what I should she scratchs my back and I scratched hers. now, it is done if she needs something she will have to get help from someone else. I realize how selfish and mean she is it.
and about the guy I gave him the last chance and about the red cross foundation, I'm just waiting for the next and I hope last test.

That's all for today!!

2012

I can honestly say 2012 was a year to remember. 
My friends from Brazil came to NYC and we went out and had fun.
I left NYC and I moved out to Framingham, MA and I stay for while in my friends house and then I rent room and right now I'm living with 6 people in one house sometimes is good sometimes dont.
My friend Dani got a job for me at honey du cafe, but the guy didnt pay me because I found another job and left that one. 
I started work at Dominos Pizza since I came here and I worked hard and I got promoted for assistant manager. I made new friends, but I got a best friend and his name is "Vasco" without him I wasnt able to do what I did and still doing.
I met a guy at the library and we start dating, but he cheats on me, so he didnt deserve me and now we are only friends.
I got a tutor her name is Barbara and I really love her and she is a good teacher.
I didnt pass the test in NY for a nurse assistant, but Im gonna try here at the Red Cross organization.
I have learned on the situations that occurre and I learned so much about friends, family, love and hard work and I can proudly admit that I've grown so much as a person.   
2012 was a year full of closing doors but even more so opening windows.
2012 was ay year of learning how to balance time and priorities, how to be a little more patient and how to put myself and not let anything get in my way and it was a year that I learned no matter what happen do your best. and all I ask for the next up coming year is for God to continue to make me a better person. I cant trust no one just myself and no one knows me more than me. I don't ask for change but all I want is to continue in the path of greatness. People will always wish for your downfall but I will always be ahead.

                                      Here's to 2013: bring it on!

Next year is going to be even better: I'll be continuing with school and working. I'll also keeping work hard, make and save some money and I'll see if I should saty or go back to brazil the time will tell and I hope I this year most my dreams come true. 

Being nurse in Brazil or USA.....

What's the difference between being a nurse in Brazil and USA?? I wrote about it already, but in my language (portuguese), but now I want to discussing in english.

I'm a tecnical nurse in Brazil is like a nurse the difference is the tecnical nurse studies two and a half years and  nurse (RN) studies 4 years.
In my opinion being a tecnical nurse is more than being a CNA (certified nurse assistant) or a LPN (License practical Nurse). I have reserched on the internet that LPN is 1 year of studying and CNA that I did is no more than 3 months and RN is 3 or 4 years I dont know exactly.
Actualy, I did the CNA course and I didnt learn anything it was just the basics like:
Hand washing;
Change sheets;
Bathing in bath;
feeding'
Walking with gail belt;
Change resident's position;
Empity contents of resident's urinary drainage bag and record;
Provide mouth care and nail care;
some exercicies for elbow, wrist, shoulder, hip, knee and anklee.

I didnt learn how to draw blood, measure blood pressure, temperature, how to find a vein, how to insert a tube, probe or carater or feeding by naso-gastric tube, medication,or how to medicate a resident this is only for LPN or RN.
The CNA is not able to do anything on the patient, just give them a bath, changing diapers or feeding, however it is can be the first step to know if you will like to being a nurse aide or LPN in USA and learn how the health sistem works.

The uniform are completely different form there to here. In Brazil we use white clothe with whie medical coat or aprons.
Usa they have several kinds of nurses like CNA, LPN, RN, midwife, doctor nurse, home health aide and etc.
In Brazil there is only two kinds of nurses is Tecnical nurse and a registered nurse,. Some years ago they had more kinds of nurses, but nowadays is only that.

By the way I didnt pass the test in NYC, but I went Red Cross and they allowed to do test here in Massachusetts, so Im getting ready to do test and I really would like to pass that time. wish me lucky!!!

Boston vs New York

What do I know about Boston and NYC? I dont know that much, but I can give you my opinion because I've lived in both cities Boston and NYC I mean not Boston but Framingham, MA which is very close from Boston and I always go to Boston because I think Framingham is very quiet.
NYC and Boston are both big cities, but very different in feeling. I love those cities and they are very beautiful cities, however Boston is more fancy than NYC and some parts of NYC are very dirty.

                                                Cambrige area in Boston and bicycles.


I like cambrige, somerville and quincy they are very near to Boston and They are pretty diverse. there are people from all over the world and the city of Boston is a little over 50% black people, but other suburban town is Boston are overwhelmingly white people though some suburban have a higher percentage of asian residents like Turkey and Russian every wesdnesday I have conversation class at the library and there are a big amount of Russian people.

 Framingham town and cushing Park.

                                                     Mount Vernon Town, NY

The area is very diverse, but not as diverse as NYC. No Comparison!!! Being safe kind of depends where you are in Boston or NYC because crimes exits everywhere, but most of the worst violent crimes happen in small neigborhoods as in Framingham, MA or Bronx, NY, but this is what people says I dont think so. Anyway, I find that Boston is pretty safe, but a lot of NYC is pretty safe too.

Rents are almost always lower in MA than NYC. Of course There are some places expensives like back bay, Becan hill are pretty expensives, but still cheaper than NYC. A lot of other things are cheaper in Boston than NYC like Subway, car insurance, gas and groceries. For exemplo: when I was living in NYC my room rent was 450,00 and here in Framingham is 350,00 of course in NY my room was better than here and the city that I lived was very near to Manhattan and I spent more money with food over there than here.

                                                       House in Framingham, MA

 

House in White Plains, NY.

 

My simple and cheap room in Framingham.

 

                                                       My last room in NYC

 

Boston's Public Transportation in my opinion are good, but from Framingham to Boston are vey bad, they dont have a good schedule and shut down very early and the service is not good here. NYC's subway they are good, but if you dont know the are or dont have any map you can get lost and crazy easily. When I came to NYC the subway drove me crazy sometimes because it is too crowded and there is a big distance to cover and I need to transfer many time and it could take a long to get home, but for me NYC's transportation still the best one in USA and NYC is the only place you will not need a car for anything. Its easy in NYCto find apt or hotelvery near to the subway, but in Boston I really dont know about it.

 

 

 

                                              train station in Framingham to Boston

 

 

 

                                              Subway in Manhattan, NYC 
People in Boston are healthier and looks more beautiful than NYC. People in NYC are always rush and they alwways say: "TIME IS MONEY". If you go to boston like in Cambrige you will see most the people running at the Park, riding bicycle or walking, but in NYC if you do that you need to be carefull because there is a lot of traffic and the taxi cabs are very crazy in the city or you can only do your exercise at the Central Park.

                                                      Central Park, NYC

                                                Park in Boston.
The women have diferent bevarior in NYC. They are more sexy, agressive and pushy than over here in Boston. They always say: "if you dont take the guy another one will come and take it". In the beginning I thought it was so agressive, but now I can understand and other adverbs they always say is: "WHEN IN ROME, DO WHAT THE ROMANS DO".

English they always some program for free in Boston, you dont learn english because you dont want not because you dont time or even dont have money. In NYC they have some english program for free like here, but you need wait for long time and sometimes they are not good like here, at the end you have to pay for it. Since I move here I got some english classes like conversation and pronunciation and I got as well a tutor so Im studying enlgish and I dont pay anything, isnt amazing!!?

Well, Im not an american girl I'm from Brazil and I dont think that I can give you any advice or opnions, but I would recomended vititing both cities for at least a week to get a true feeling for them and use the public transpotation in both cities during rush hour.
Anyway, if you are backpacking or visiting just go to both cities, it is worth!! but if you are looking for a job or oportunities those are good as well, but you should know how much your future income will be and ask yourself about the cost of livig in these cities and then you can make up your mind.

                                                  Boston vs New York
                                                  Red sox soccer vs Yakeens.

Talking about myself...

I was invited to write an essay how I see myself from outside and inside (looks/ character/ personality) As if I was telling someone who has been watching me... Here it is:

Dear Friends let me know if u have something else to add and please dont get picky on my bad english spelling.

I always have had straight hair with freckels and dark eyes, white skin with a unique latino smile. Native from Brazil and I have no fears of people, languages or cultures because all they provide me oportunities to learn from them and grow and understand how the world is magic.

27 years old, born and raised in a difficult situation who reads my blog knows what im talking about it, but I got the best mother ever. Love to share and try what is good and have butterflies inside... Study and work is necessary, but if there is no fun and vision for the future it is not worth it!! Grateful for my schooling from pre-school all the way to tecnico nurse school.

I'm not enjoying that much my current job right now because they always take advantage of me and they dont pay me good enought, but I can't complimt a lot because Im immigrant and this job supports my dreams. I dont like to cook and I even dont know how to cook, but I love to try nes tastes and spices.

Dancing is the way I naturally expres my passion for life and apreciation for my body as divine gift. My mother means everything to me I can't think of being who I'm or even to progress in life without thinking of her. I'm jealous of my brother, a little crazy woman who sometimes doesnt know what want, but Im a hard worker and a nice person who doesnt want to give up my dreams. Going out with a nice colombian guy for while, Im enjoying his company but for now I dont know if we ar going work out we ar just getting know each other.

onde day will come kids with a lovely husband who will make my life even more blessed. Yesterday was a thanksgiving day and I everything I have to say that Im very thanksfull with everything in my life.
where are all these words came from?? Ohh, all from me!! Yes me Formally called as JAQUELINE ELLER and casually Jack.

election

Obama wins re-elected 2012. The only thing I can say is: congratulation Mr. Barack Obama you are the best president for USA ever.

hurrance sandy. superstorm

Friday, November 2, 2012. New York City – Lower Manhattan is without electricity and Residents in Downtown Manhattan were without electricity for more than 1 week.

Hurricane Sandy caused extensive damage along last week and blows a strong and wild wind. Sandy made landfall in southern New Jersey and brought with it big flooding and power outges. New York City was especially hard hit and many people dead there. New York city took a vacation while last week without power, no train, no bus and no subway works and people coulnt go to work.
Here in Boston it was hard too, but no extensive damage. In my job no power, but the crazy people still working with a litlle power they had.
Well, the only thing I can say is Im very lucky person because nothing happened to me and I move on to Framingham, MA and I didnt see the big and strong Hurrance I just say: Thanks God for keeping me safe!!!!

halloween 2012

Have you ever had the worst halloween??
Yeah, I had the worst halloween that I've never had in my life.
I went to the store and I bought my costume it was the most sexy costume that I've never bought before.
I went to work with my costume cause everyone said they would go with some costume, but everybody said to me they was making plans to go out after work like dance and drinks some beers. so, guess what??? Nobody go out!!! we are supposed to go a brazilian bar, but the brazilian bar was closed they said: it is better everyone go home and I said: let's go to america bar, however anyone wanna go to the america bar cause they dont feel confortable. what's fucking??? what's fucking their problem??? I couldn't believe I stayed home with my most sexy costume.
well, that's my worst halloween day ever!!

Bucket list

here is my bucket list with some goal and crazy dreams:

1- Learn new language. DOING
2- achieve a ideal weight. DOING
3-try out new professional. DOING.
4- take photografy class. WILL STARTING
5-see snow. DONE
6-live though 4 seasons of year. spring, summer, fall and winter. DONE
7- fall in love again.
8- go to a costume party and dress up fantasy character. DONE
9- tour white house. DONE
10- celebrate ST. Patrick day. DONE
11- live in diffrent country at lest 6 months. DONE
12- be volunteer. DONE
13- visite statue of liberty, time square, word trace center memorial, empire states and rockefeller. DONE
14- do kaiak. DONE
15- haye portrait painted. DONE
16- go to brodway shows. DONE
17- visit musem in NYC. DONE
18- visit museum in Boston.
19- zip line. DONE
20-go to canada.
21- go to electric zoo festival in NYC. DONE
22- go to Universo Paralelo Festival in Brazil.
23- go to a burning man festival in California.
24- visit california, vegas, florida and europa.
25- visit walt disney world.
26- hold snake.
27- Visit "Louve museum".
28- leran to sing in english.
29- Ride an elephant.
30- visit machu-picchu.
31- spend new year eve in sidney.
32-go to "circle du solei show".
33- start own new business doing something I love.
34- skydiving.
35- do public speaking on front of many people.
36-run marathon.
37- write book.
38- go on cruse in the sea.
39- fly in hericopter.
40-study at harvard school.
41- go backpacking across at least 10 different place
42-go on meditation reatreat.
43- make my mom proud of me. DONE
44- make someone's life different.
45- have my own house.

I hope I can do everything before die.

Hi, Here I'm again!!!
Like always my teacher ask me to write an essay as a homework.
I wrote about WINNING THE LOTTERY!!! here it is:

Winning the lottery would change your life??? Well, last weekend at my job I was talking about winning the lottery with my co-workers and many of them told me about buying expensive cars, big and fancy houses, go to the bank and pay off the mortgage, deposit 1,000,000 on family's accounts, buying new refrigerator, washier and dryer machine, new kitchen, buying a gym, open their own business or even buying an expensive Luis Vuitton purse. lol.
If I suddenly aquired a windfall of money it would change my life forever. No work anymore, just kidding!! lol. First I wouldn't tell nobody about it even my mother.
Second O would talk to an financial adviser about how to transfer a percentage of the money consertative investment accounts.
third I would build many apartments and rent all of them, travel all over the world with my new trailer bus and I will open my own business, so I could be my own boss and do what I lke.
Last, I would not to try get crazy with a lot money because many people will love than ever or will want to get money for them from me and perhaps will kill me because they can get jealous of me.
Well, that's my idea about it. Winning the lottery could be a blessing or curse depends on you.

Talking about dreams I'm going to do my bucket list and then I will post
here.

presidencial election is coming soon.

So, Let's get started talking about election this year in USA.
I'm here in USA 1 year and 9 month and I'm following about the election because all the time I turn on my TV and all the news is about election, but every four years election is the same in every countries a lot of promises, but no solution.
They're always talking about the same subject: health care, insurance, tax plan and education, however every years there're the same problems
I won't vote here in america, but if I could I will vote for Obama he's trying yo put Obamacare he says if he wins the election he will reform the healthcare. Most unsuranced americans requires to have insurance it means they'll have to get healthcare insurane I really dont know if it is good or not, but I think isn't fear I pay federal tax, state tax, income for someone who doesn't work or pay anything for that. In brazil all the employees pay tax, income whatever, but we pay for us for in the future we can get retire.
On the other hand I don't like Rommey he is republican and I think he isn't good enough for business. Rommey wants to increase taxes and decrease expensives not good in my opinion and he wants all the foreigners go away to their country and I think the immigrants help them increase an improve the economic sistem..
All the countries have universal health care and USA is the only one that doesnt have it. I was surprised to know that when I came here. USA is the number one country all over the world, but has the worse health care in the world. Unbelievable!!! In Brazil we dont called it universal health care the name is public health care "SUS" (Sistem Unique Health, in portugueses it is Sistema Unico de Saude).
If I get sick or get some emergency in brazil I can go to the hospital and I don't need to pay for it. of course, private hospital or clinic are better, fast and confortable. Many brazilian people says the "SUS" healthcare is the worst thing program ever, I know brazil isn't good, but in my opinion is better than over here. I'm talking about my state when I needed some emergency I had a good enough treatment.
Well, I don't know what will happen after election here and who will win, but united states of america isn't powefull economic country anymore it wasn't a good one country anymore.

I LOVE BLACK PEOPLE

How do black people live in NYC? Why do people black dating white people? why do black people have their own behavior?
Well, everybody knows I lived in NYC for a year around black people and I loved that experience. I lived around black people already in Brazil, but you know it was completely different experience I dont know explain it, however american black people are very different than brazilian black people. American black people looks like stronger, respected amd inteligent than brazilian black people.

I dated 2 black good-looking, educated and loving men. I like the way the talk, dance, I like the way they look at the world and most of them are very welcoming people. I know some of them use drugs and have a bad behavior, but many of them have goals, dreams as everybody has.

many black men decide to date white women because black girls are usually too fat, too loud, too mean, too argumentative, too needy and too materialistic and white girls are considered easy, they are docile and easy to control, but nowadays in my opinion a lot of black men, even white men, because of the insecurities, fears, have become intimidated by the strength of black women or white women. They are afraid that woman will be more successful than them, make more money than them, drive nicer cars and have their own houses and because of this fear, men in general look for a more docile woman, someone they can control.

I have talked to numerous black men and with my ex-boyfriends and they continously coment on how easy it is to control and walk over their white women (it is not my situation).
I also agree that have many black women too mean, too loud, but some black women are docile and educate than us white women. I have some balck girlfriends and they are very very nice, work hard, go to school and have many responsabilities.
We know many things because of black women, it was a black woman that taught us many years ago how to cook and season the food. It was a black woman that taught us how to raise the children, it was a black woman who were breast feeding and raising their babies during the slavery, it is a black that had to endure watching their father, husbands and children beaten, killed and thrown in jail.
SO, WE HAVE RESPECT ALL THE COLOR, GENDER, RACE, RELIGION AND STOP THINKING WE ARE THE BEST BECAUSE WE ARE WHITE.
Jaque